bit by bit you are breaking 

these walls i have been building. 

yet when they are finally down

you are nowhere to be found.

just when i thought i've lost all faith in men (and sometimes in humanity), i talk to you and everything is right in the world again.

"You followed your conscience in the hope that others would follow theirs. You didn't do it for a reward or a pat on the head. The universe never tells us if we did right or wrong. It's more important to try and help people than to know that you did. More important that someone else's life gets better than for you to feel good about yourself. You never know the effect you might have on someone, not really. Maybe one core thing you said haunts them forever. Maybe one moment of kindness gives them comfort or courage. Maybe you said the one thing they needed to hear. It doesn't matter if you ever know. You just have to try."

-Naomi Nagata. The Expanse.