random thoughts

in a relationship, would you rather be the one who loves more or the one who is loved more?

i have been both...not at the same time, of course. looking back now, even though i was hurt a lot more, i was also more happy when i loved more. 

deneb

Bewildered...I am at a loss for words.

I know it seems stupid, but somehow it feels so real.

Everyday I think to myself that I couldn't possibly feel more...care more...

and yet each and every day, I find myself falling deeper and deeper.

I get lost in your eyes...mesmerized by your smile...captivated by your voice.

I forget to breathe as I find myself drowning in your presence.

You are the moon, always there yet always out of my reach.

You are the sun, blinding yet I can't seem to look away.

panaginip lang pala

i dreamed a dream...

sidea was helping alden play the guitar...

alden, performs with sidea, playing the guitar and singing "i believe in dreams"...

it was a happy dream.

minsan...

minsan nakakalimutan kong hindi ako sya.

minsan nakakalimutan ko na kapag nakatingin ka ng sobrang tagos sa kaluluwa na pagmamahal ay hindi ako ang nakikita mo.

minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ang mga kamay ko ang hinahawakan mo na parang ayaw mo ng bitawan.

minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ako ang niyayakap mo ng sobrang higpit na para bang natatakot ka na mawala ako sa piling mo.

minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ako ang kinakantahan mo na tipong buong puso mo ay binubuhos mo na sa kanta.

minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi para sa akin ang matatamis mong mga ngiti at kislap ng iyong mga mata...na ang pag-aalaga mo at paglalambing ay nakalaan lamang para sa kanya. 

minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ako ang minamahal mo.

minsan pwede ba kitang mahiram sa panaginip ko? para dun, ako naman ang mahal mo.