Tuesday, March 1, 2016

good mornings

i don't even care anymore;
all i know is you make me happy
and i love you.

and if every morning,
yours is the face i see first
then it will be the happiest of mornings
for the rest of my life.

(c) aldenrichards02

Saturday, February 20, 2016

story of my life

"I drew him in my world;
I write him in my lines,
I want to be his girl,
he was never meant as mine."
- Lang Leav

Sunday, February 14, 2016

happy puso day

as the day is ending, i reflect upon how my day went.

woke up to valentine greetings on viber from close friends... i jokingly reply "ano yun? di kami magkilala ni valentine's day." and as i gaze outside my window, mesmerized a little by the falling snow, i tell them i have a date with this guy...

and so i did. sortof. hello, atom! legends of tomorrow, anyone?

as i already went to church yesterday, i didn't have to go outside to brave the cold. i had the whole day to do nothing... and in my opinion, the do-nothing day is one of the best kinds of days.

made soup for lunch...and while i ate it, i scoured twitter for alden&maine updates because let's face it, my lovelife nowadays is me living vicariously through these two.

practiced playing the ukulele a bit.

did two loads of laundry.

finished two fleece blankets.

chatted some more with my friends who were now awake on the other side of the world. 

and now, as i'm listening to forevermore playing in the background while i'm writing this post, i decide that my day wasn't that bad at all.

valentine's day spent with friends albeit virtually, kilig by proxy lovelife, some "me" time, and some productive blanket making for kids... for a day meant for LOVE (of any kind)... not bad, not bad at all. it's all a matter of perspective.

besides, how can you not just smile while that face is in front of you?! ;)

Monday, January 25, 2016

random thoughts

in a relationship, would you rather be the one who loves more or the one who is loved more?
i have been both...not at the same time, of course. looking back now, even though i was hurt a lot more, i was also more happy when i loved more. 

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

deneb

Bewildered...I am at a loss for words.
I know it seems stupid, but somehow it feels so real.
Everyday I think to myself that I couldn't possibly feel more...care more...
and yet each and every day, I find myself falling deeper and deeper.

I get lost in your eyes...mesmerized by your smile...captivated by your voice.
I forget to breathe as I find myself drowning in your presence.

You are the moon, always there yet always out of my reach.
You are the sun, blinding yet I can't seem to look away.

Monday, January 18, 2016

panaginip lang pala

i dreamed a dream...

sidea was helping alden play the guitar...

alden, performs with sidea, playing the guitar and singing "i believe in dreams"...

it was a happy dream.

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

minsan...

minsan nakakalimutan kong hindi ako sya.
minsan nakakalimutan ko na kapag nakatingin ka ng sobrang tagos sa kaluluwa na pagmamahal ay hindi ako ang nakikita mo.
minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ang mga kamay ko ang hinahawakan mo na parang ayaw mo ng bitawan.
minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ako ang niyayakap mo ng sobrang higpit na para bang natatakot ka na mawala ako sa piling mo.
minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ako ang kinakantahan mo na tipong buong puso mo ay binubuhos mo na sa kanta.
minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi para sa akin ang matatamis mong mga ngiti at kislap ng iyong mga mata...na ang pag-aalaga mo at paglalambing ay nakalaan lamang para sa kanya. 

minsan nakakalimutan ko na hindi ako ang minamahal mo.

minsan pwede ba kitang mahiram sa panaginip ko? para dun, ako naman ang mahal mo.